Light (if u can’t see)

Only but a word
I keep tripping, know I'll never learn
Know my papa miss me but I'm on the curb
Going up for sure
This year I'm poppin shit, my sister told me purr
My share of confidence just twisted in the herb
Only but a word
Still ain't struggling but shawty see the crud all in my eyes
Still ain't cover shit, lot of twists and puzzles in my life
Still fuck the government, opposition, couple of them ties
Why I be puffing big
Lotta grim and mother on my mind, I peep nothing rich
Lotta ifs when trust be on the line, can't put my trust in him
It's not for bliss, just money all the time
And I tried running quick, dodging crib, that duppy gon' arise
Still ain't huddling, cuz I'm stuck on other shit a lie
Can't get up with them cuz they still be fumbling a lot
Want me broke again, had to put my stuff in different spots
Oh no luck again, them times I put my trust up in a God
I just clutch the pen, getting out some stuff I put aside
This year I'm poppin shit, my sister told me purr
My share of confidence just twisted in the herb
I'm still my momma kid she visit me on earth
Only but a word
I keep tripping, know I'll never learn
Know my papa miss me but I'm on the curb
He know I be busy, roll with no concern
Only but a word
I keep tripping, know I'll never learn
Know my papa miss me but I'm on the curb
He know I be busy, roll with no concern

It could've been worse
We still here at least, our fear as if it's been cursed
The ground heavy with demise, it's not a clean earth
All them spirits in the sky know they rebirth
Know they come alive at night when they disturbed
Spilt spirits on this curb, I been here this ain't first
This time round I found out why I been hurt
A lot of time to revisit, a lot to relearn
In my skin image the glimmers of these words
That was left to me they bled for me, took each turn
And every step I take this road, it keeps going
And every step we take this road, it keep going