Trying To Forgive.

Sometimes I hate you
I feel like you always make mistakes
So much could've been done by now
But you procrastinate
And it don't help
That you always give yo heart to the fake
Try to make it work
Putting in work they don't appreciate
Not to mention it's goals that we've yet to reach
Pose to learn from yo mistakes
But sometimes we seem to repeat
Yea you talented the best
I mean no one else can compete
But if you still out here struggling
How can you make ends meet

Hold on what you mean
I been trying to figure all this out
How long you been feeling this
And why you only taking now
Why you act like you so perfect
You was there when we was down
Making stupid decisions
Don't act like you just weren't around
Ooo aww
Now I see
Oh now I see
Now you wanna play the blame game
And put it all on me
Obviously you capping
But a lot of things that happen
Wasn't only on me
Now you acting like yo ass was absent
I don't know

Man hold up
Who the fuck you think you talking too
I was trying to give you some talking to
I'm really trying to give you constructive criticism
That's what I've offered you
But now you wanna come
Share the fault wit who
Look now you want some sympathy
Empathy I don't care what you saying
You chose to baby mama
That wasn't part of my plan
But at least we got our son
Yea I love my lil man
But now you can only see him
When they say you can
Stupid nigga

I know you not talking to me
Like you wasn't around
When we made them decisions
You know how we was
When it came to these women

I know how it was man I know we had plenty

But that ain't the point you focused on them
You weren't worried bout nothing else
That we was missing
Living to fast we really was tripping
All of the self love never giving
What about all the relationships you sacrificed
All that work that you put in
To still have lonely nights
We was pose to the one
To get our family out the hood
Now we scrambling
Trying to make all yo bullshit right

How long has it been
Since you seen yo Nigga Jro
And you talk to Jalil sometimes
But you wanna see him mo
Had a couple day ones
Now y'all don't speak but Yal was close
And the worse part is
That Boonie gone and that shit hurt the most
Ain done
And you got Niggaz in Tennessee you miss
What about Miles
What about Nyan
What about Chico
What about dis
What about all that shit you think about
But you eternalize
You talking to me like you got it
But Nigga you can't lie
Not to me

Well let's talk about it
Only thing bout that you never listen
What about grandma
She say she need a new air condition

If it wasn't for you lil nigga
I would've told her I would get it

Stop cutting me off
Man fuck all that
You see what I mean you always tripping

Man I ain even trying to go that route wit you
I'm trying to figure this out detective style
But ain got a clue

We could honestly just talk about it
Long we keep it true
Say we both done made mistakes
But that don't gotta mean we through

So what you saying is
Is it we can find a way to forgive
Then we can move past all this pain
To a better life we can live
We can get this money
Do it right
Get a lil baddie to be our wife
Ignore those moving outta spite
And get to the bag that sound alright

That's what I'm saying
That's what I wanna do
Cause if we ain't on the same page we both lose
So you forgive me
And I forgive you
But if we can't do it
Then we can't move
But I want too
So you got too
And I know

Fine

I'm wit it bro
I forgive you