4:57

"- Of the progress was finding out who I was"

Come on man you're better than-
(It's not the same as-)
"Who knows it could get-"

You talk right?
Well I hear nothing
I'll say anything to keep running past my tracks
You'll keep running past my back, yeah

Used to think straight, now I know nothing
That I thought I knew about love or something
My head keeps on crashing

And how you moved on so fast
("It's so hard to explain but I just- I")
Made me feel instantly insignificant
("In my body, it felt like I was dreaming, I didn't feel like reality was real")

And you didn't even ask?
No one does, so I guess I'm not upset at you specifically

And I told you, when I get home I'm gonna call you
(Understanding and morals)
I'm sorry my love, I'm such an idiot
You know I'll try until I'm sideous

("And then we talked our minds a little bit more")
Some friends left me, oh what a bummer
Guess I'll fuck up my lungs all fucking summer
What I tell you? When I get home I'm gonna call you
"There's always two sides to the story"

And I dropped out of high school
Cause I wanted to die and no one liked me
(I didn't feel like I was living in my own body)
Gonna focus on music
"What an idiot"
I'm just a small town kid until the bass hits
("And what's the reward when I was?")

And I told you, when I get home I'm gonna call you
I'm sorry my love, I'm such an idiot
You know I'll try until I'm sideous

(Call me back, call me back)
Fuck

"Oh you're just smoking too much, it's your fucking fault"
"Then we talked our minds a little bit more and I just expressed my frustration with myself"

"I didn't feel like reality was real"

Ah fuck, fuck

And I told you, when I get home I'm gonna call you
I'm sorry my love, I'm such an idiot
You know I'll try until I'm sideous

You ready?
"Yeah"