i haven't been myself

Why put this record on again?
Playing the same melody I've heard a million times before
Never have I been so bored
And I'm tired of doing things I never asked for

I haven't been myself lately
I try not to cry although I notice that I have changed
It's been a while for me since I've been happy
Truly I wish I was not this way
Just the same

I listen to music just to feel something
But I don't think I can find the answer this way
Last time I swear it made me feel better
I guess there's something wrong in my brain

I haven't been myself lately
I try not to cry although I notice that I have changed
It's been a while for me since I've been happy
Truly I wish I was not this way
Just the same

Different times, different lies
I tell myself
I think it's fucked up
How different things make me feel ill
I can't say if there is more to this
Than a feeling I can't handle
A smile keeps me in my shell

I haven't been myself lately
I try not to cry although I notice that I have changed
It's been a while for me since I've been happy
Truly I wish I was not this way
Just the same



Credits
Writer(s): Annika Brug
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