Ambivalent

I just can't decide and
I am losing all of my mind
With all the times that I have tried
With every failed attempt, denied
Choking on the frigid lies
Now that I have made my bed
And paid the price
So devastated now
You've disappeared with time

Stuck inside, and torn apart
Leave me here now to sit and rot
Refusing to see any light
My consciousness is losing the fight
What do I have left now?
Abandon me and set yourself free
What is left of me now?
Picking up the pieces just to throw them out

And here we are now, left with no more choice
But to get up and face all of this void
Can't decide what to do
Where to go, where to hide
So try to find your space
And I will try to find mine

Breaking all around
And all my world is crumbling down
And all the moments we have seized
Have disappeared insidiously
Hurting everyone with all the things that we have done
No more longing for a sorry
I don't need another apology

Sitting here now and feeling of this
No more time to wonder or to reminisce
Got to get going
It's time to flip the switch
Focus so intense, it feels so infinite

Sitting here now and feeling all the same
No more time to ponder or to place the blame
Got to get going
Time to change the game
There's nothing left to lose, there's nothing left to gain

Soaking up the sun, absorbing all the shade
Adding new colors to my world of gray
Blurry in the light, but I don't think I mind
Trying so hard... just to survive the fight

Taking all the hits, enduring all the twists
Tuning to the sound, it feels so intimate
See it all so clear, and now it's come to this
Now I realize we're both ambivalent...

Ambivalent



Credits
Writer(s): Trey Saucillo
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