somewhere i should be

I've been careful as long as I can
I can remember
But maybe, It's just that I got used to lying

Someone told me not to, not to
Not to give up, too late
But I've come to a conclusion
It's never enough

There's somewhere I should be
Far away from here
'Cause I keep messing things
All I do is bleed
I'm done with feeling small
Like the window's closed
I can barely breathe
Guess my skin's not so thick

Trying to put it at ease
And make it mine
Dealing with the unfounded pain
That you and I gave me

Won't let no reason bring me down
I want to sleep at night
The demons are going to hide

There's somewhere I should be
Far away from here
'Cause I keep missing things
All I do is bleed
I know I'm getting close
Just past these few windows
But I now can breathe free

There's nothing wrong with me
I'm good and change ain't real
I know the end is near
I'm telling what I feel
And I am getting close
Your memory's blurry and cold
You are almost gone

It's always a nice evening until you overthink it
I thought that I was broken
But I'm not supposed to be complete, at least not yet
I'll build myself

There's somewhere I should be
Far away from here
'Cause I keep missing things
All I do is bleed
I know I'm getting close
Just past these few windows
But I now can breathe free

There's nothing wrong with me
I'm good and change ain't real
I know the end is near
I'm telling what I feel
And I am getting close
Your memory's blurry and cold
You're as good as gone
And I'm happy as fuck