Stardust Freedom Park

All in all, down with my walls
I'm swimming in the moonlight
Heavy rain, we gently fall
I'm turning on the outside

Up and down, never up at all
Dying out but got a blind eye
In the way of it all

Grant this some time, would it help if we could stall?
Fear's up in my eyes, when I lose it all

I rest my head beside a light
At Stardust, Freedom Park
I'll lift the weight upon my hands
For a chance to hit restart

Throw myself into the dark
Feel She's all I'll ever know
One day I'll hold it back
It'll walk me down the road

Wash me out, you're free now
I'll bleed this out, and home will come around

Up and down, down I fall
There's freedom in your eyes
I toss and turn in the thought of it all
To chase you down a sidewind

All in all, down with my walls
I'm swimming in the moonlight
Heavy rain, I try to call

Grant this some time, would it help if we could stall?
Fear's up in my eyes, when I lose it all

I rest my head beside a light
At Stardust, Freedom Park
I'll lift the weight upon my hands
For a chance to hit restart

Throw myself into the dark
Feel she's all I'll ever know
One day I'll hold it back
It'll walk me down the road

Wash me out, you're free now
I'll bleed this out, and home will come around

And I'll run
Let it eat at every fault
The freedom in this park
Is a freedom wound in salt

And I'll run
'til I find a place to fall
I'll hold my head up high
'til I find no place at all

I see the dimming of the lights
At Stardust, Freedom Park
I let the weight be on my hands
As I feel them fall apart

On a bench at Freedom Park
With all I'll never know
Maybe one day I'll look back
At the stardust letting go

It's been quite the struggle, being caught in a cycle
Where one minute
The art of living went on
As if I didn't feel a thing,
But another minute, it hits way too hard,
As if I have yet to grieve for all that has happened
I'm hoping one day
I'd be going through that cycle one last time
and I wouldn't even know it.
I'm hoping one day
I could see all these emotions
As nothing more than
A wrinkle in the diary's pages
From the empty park bench,
To the graduation flowers,
Turned into a single blink into last glimpses.
Thank you for visiting,
And with that I'll get back up,
And search for peace again