Borderlines

Remember that you told me
You'd never leave me high and dry
Only to have me feeling compromised
Out of place more like borderline
Short on time
Going crazy
Looking back counting all the time
Never pulling up on time
Too late to try
A lot of pain from the lies
Always testing my pride
Know you miss it now
Hella proud still playing games
Took a vow both promised we would never break
Now that it's done feel I finally lifted all the chains
Guided on this road
Patience really be the make or break
No longer entertaining all the lies
Can't keep running back
Had me down countless times
Both our own demise
Despite that we be showing signs
Of maybe us making it out
I really think it's best that we don't rewind
Maybe better if we take the time

To really go and find ourselves
To really go and find ourselves
Ourselves
I know it hurts but please just believe me
Better this way ain't no redeeming
Think it's time both us be leaving
To really go and find ourselves

I remember back when none this bullshit was an issue
Feeling more like a burden still knowing I can't continue
Opening all eyes seeing what's deep within you
All the plans we had together
I'm sure they won't ever come out from the dark
No I can't remain in regret if I really wanna play my part
You know there's a lot on the line
Told ya that I'm going to the stars
Crash course been driving all night
If I would've know this would end up in a fight
Wouldn't take it back
Now I fully understand how to really treat me right
Ya I'm really grateful
All the lessons I learned
Gave me the fight
To really go and find myself

To really go and find myself
Myself
To really go and find myself
I know it hurts but please just believe me
Better this way ain't no redeeming
Think it's time both us be leaving
To really go and find ourselves

I'm just trying to find myself
I'm just trying to find myself
I'm just trying to find myself
Find myself