Roses

I thought we were alright,
I thought we were okay,
I suddenly need to worry about the coming days,
I thought that we'd be fine,
Oh I didn't know,
Are you incapable inside?
Thinking about you deep inside.

When I ask if your okay, I hate to hear "i'm fine"
Usually what that means is you got something on your mind,
Maybe i'm just blind and I just can't read all the signs,
Communicate with me and I can help you unwind,
See I can't live my life wondering if we can be together,
Wondering if your just mad at me or it's the stormy weather,
And then I turn around to find out you was stabbing me in my back,
Insulting me thinking they were jokes that you cracked,
So funny I forgot to laugh,
I'm grown, I can handle that,
To my face you said another, kind of like a slap,
Cuttin' them off hurts worse for them than hitting them back,
Yep that's a fact,
Move on with your life, all that pain, you stoic
Stop living in the past, and try enjoying the moment
Focus on yourself, and guarenteed your golden,
One day they gon' realize, and give you your roses.

I thought we were alright,
I thought we were okay, (thought we were okay)
I suddenly need to worry about the coming days,
I thought that we'd be fine
Oh I didn't know,
Are you incapable inside?
Thinking about you deep inside. (deep inside)

We are on the rise, keep my eyes on the prize, (uh huh)
They tried me at my low, so I shot for the sky, (uh)
People wanna pray only at your last goodbye,
But until then, your their prey,
They just hate to, see you thrive,
Tryna tell you, how to live your life,
Like they wore your shoes or something,
Only if they knew you was hustling,
Who really had your back when you was down bad, (down bad)
Who wiped the tears away when you was just sad, (just sad)
Not the ones that brag when it benefits them only,
Cause that the same ones that when it got rough they ain't know me,
I don't know what I expected but it wasn't just that,
It's like I knew that there was tension, but no time to relax,
It's like I couldn't play with knives you was hiding in my back,
I couldn't be myself, i'm just tryna be Matt,
So I spit flames, play games,
Make claims, pass blame,
If I do for them will they do the same?
Can't trust, i'm strained,
Heartless, it's a shame,
How other people made me like this to avoid pain... (KYUH)

I thought we were alright
I thought we were okay,
I suddenly need to worry about the coming days,
I thought that we'd be fine,
Oh I didn't know
Are you incapable inside?
Thinking about you deep inside.
I thought that we'd be fine,
Oh I didn't know
Are you incapable inside?
Thinking about you deep inside