Lessons

At the end of the day
When you're sat with yourself
Starring in the mirror
It's either lessons
Or it's blessings
And I've got plenty of both
Listen

Broken I'm beaten
The coldest of seasons
Smoking I'm bleeding
The oldest of reasons
Sat in resentment that started as love
Inside it's treason that's breaking the trust
Haters from distance are jealous when close
Sky is the limit where jealousy goes
Just where it's taken, see nobody knows
Circle of karma cause energy flows
Guilty the victims of demons that torture
Deep in the lesson to see what it taught ya
Staring at self
That shit can get awkward
Reflections of doubt
You can't go forward
And I know that I messed up
Trying to find forgiveness too
But
I'm forgiving you

All this shit that's on my mind
I can't unsee but I feel blind
Lights are bright it's in my eyes
The shades are on It's dark outside
All this shit that's on my mind
I can't unsee but I feel blind
Lights are bright it's in my eyes
The Shades are on It's dark outside

All this love that I have to give
To love myself yeah it's time to spit
Burned alive the life I lived
Done with that and I'm born relit
It's only now that I'm learning lessons
Sun in eyes yeah I check my blessing
Here and now yeah I'm slowly stepping
Me vs me and my patience tested
Faith in spirit yeah it's deep ingrained
To wait sit with it yeah I know it's pain
Peace I seek and truth itself
With sleep beneath the lies they stain
Scars on skin yeah they got a story
Scars within they reassure me
Letterhead address it dear me
Letterhead address it dear me

All this shit that's on my mind
I can't unsee but I feel blind
Lights are bright it's in my eyes
The shades are on It's dark outside
All this shit that's on my mind
I can't unsee but I feel blind
Lights are bright it's in my eyes
The shades are on It's dark outside yeah

It's dark outside
It's dark
It's dark
It's dark
It's dark
It's dark
It's dark
It's dark
Outside
Outside
Outside