am i alive

I took swim lessons at the Y
I still feel like I'm drowning and it doesn't matter how hard I try

Do you ever feel like a walking corpse?
My body's moving and my voice is hoarse
From crying, grief comes in waves
I'm trying, but I don't feel safe

I'm breathing and I'm bleeding so I guess I'm alive
But it still feels like I gotta be revived

I don't wanna live like this as if I gotta decide
If I wanna be alive

Do I wanna be alive?
Do I wanna be alive?
Sometimes I don't wanna be alive



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Writer(s): Hannah Jin
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