Tell Me

I shouldn't have messaged
Was only kinda drunk
I'll pay my penance
Fall into a funk
Turned it too silly
Fell to an abyss
Now my hands chilly
And we didn't kiss
Still feel like always
Just a lil drained
No baes for days
My heart so pained
Faces they soon change
Scared of those looks
Might go get sober
Sleep and write books
Coz I'm just yawning
Dust in my eyes
You I'm still mourning
Please ignore my cries
No poor why me
Or a Christmas card
Their tone rearranged
Put me on guard
Coulda been a dual
No shining star
Just a dumb fool
Smashed at a bar
Ain't here for clout
Let's just try reset
Get some new hobbies
Then forget we met

Sweat on my brow
It's a condition
For a sweet dream
Is all I'm wishing
Go talk to myself
Not like it's insane
It's bad for my health
And I'm so vain
It wasn't cathartic
Just trying to run
Then you departed
Why was life less fun
I'll head somewhere else
Try avoid the trap
Want to stay positive
Then I just nap
They were my mistakes
I'll own them and learn
Will try be better
Til I see an urn
If you're still thinking
Why I'm such a mess
Tell me stop drinking
And overthink less
There's no easy fix
Cards they do fall
I'll save myself
Just in case you call
If you ever wonder
How I'm surviving
I'll go try bloom
And again be thriving



Credits
Writer(s): Joshua Buchanan
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