Sisyphus

This one ain't about me
It's about this friend
That I have
Who is not me
Ok?

Standing on that straight edge to my big fucking deep hole
Deep inside
In my shithole
You know where to find me
We don't fit I know
I blame the god for making me that fucking different
Oh my god
What's done cannot be undone
Why fucking not?
Let's just fucking forget
Wish I never wrote these lyrics
Wish this song was unheard
Let's just fucking forget

Curse you god
The fuck do you else want
I did everything you wanted
And that's how you're paying me back motherfucker?

We don't fit I know
I blame the god for making me that fucking different
Fighting with my thoughts my whole life
Paying for my sins all my life
Like a Sisyphus
It's been a thousand days since I was there
Had to turn myself inside out again
Probably myself standing on that straight edge
To my big fucking deep hole
You know where to find me
I will be there deep inside
Laying at the bottom
I won't bounce from it this time
I guess better luck next time

Why can't we be so different from each other?

Fuck
And I will disappoint you
I will fucking hurt you
I will fucking leave you
Cause I fucking love you

Ain't gonna lie to you all
Love hurts
It really does
I mean, that's what my friend said
When he told me the story
And then I went and wrote a song about it
Whatever



Credits
Writer(s): David Blackburn
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