Hell and Back (My Life)

Oh no oh
Oh oh oh
Hey

All my life I thought everything was perfect As soon I got older everything went left
Shit don't feel the same anymore
All I wanna do is grind on this music (Grind) Put my life on it
Some days I'm good
Other days I feel like I'm nothing (Nothing)
Put myself through the pain and struggle
You'll never know what's coming above for me
To make my dream a reality
People always said you'll never even make it (Make it)
Made me felt like I was nothing Growing up was hell for me
Couldn't do the things I want to do Blessed enough
To still be alive (I prayed to god) Always had times when I wanted to end my life
What will that do for me
That'll only make the hater win

I've been through hell and back
With everybody in my life (My Life)
Not everyone is permanent in your life gotta be strong for me
There's days I feel like shit
Don't even wanna do anything
One thing I know i'll be fine (Oh oh)
I can do bad all by myself
I can turn myself around
And just keep on living my life

Back then I didn't care about my life
All I did was smoke or drink my life away
Had so many people accept me
To now their back turned on me (Me yeah)
So damaged I brought the hell into my life
And it still there don't need go back
To that dark side of me
Some days I'm out of control (Control)
I don't care who's in my life or not in it (In It)
I wanna be free I like what I like (I Like)
Not dealing with the negativity
Gotta do what's best for Anthony
(Gotta do what's best for me)
So much in my life
I want it all to go
Been hell and back

I want the pain to go (Go)

Cause I'll be from nothing to something
(Cause I'll be from nothing to something)

I've been through hell and back yeah yeah

Cause I'll be from nothing to something
(Cause I'll be from nothing to something yeah oh)