Emotional Warefare

Yo top of the year I heard that my granny died
False alarm thank God she alive
I been lied to to my face way too many times
I should of hit and quit it hit too many times
If she leave and fuck him there ain't no coming back
I can't trust nobody
Many knives
all in my back
I had nightmares of pulling the trigger
Don't say it
It's triggering
If I kill him won't live again
They snaky they slithering
I ain't know
Miss my Grandfather he dead and gone
You know I right my wrongs
We ain't even talk at all
I hear voices all in my head
Gotta tell myself I'm trippin'
Forgive me I've been distant
I ain't reading my scriptures
Ain't been to church in a while
Need someone to save me
Yeah lately this lifestyle I'm living is crazy
Going through shit
You can tell I never been sober
It's Covid 19
Like will it ever be over
I gotta check up on my homies
I'm busy ain't hiding
Feel like Mohamed
The way I'm swinging and knocking
Ain't sliding at all
I don't really know what's going on

Yeah
Yeah

I lost people I love
If they snatch my soul
I'll take it back
I'll get it in blood
Yeah I got ya mind soul and body you speaking in tongues
You was just here yesterday now you a goner
Niggas out here rolling packs get smoked like marijuana
You know I had to find a way I'm tired of the corner
Throwing dirt on my name they want me 6 under
You know I don't live with regret
I had to hold it down for the set
You know I can see it in your eyes
Why he tell you know he testify
My heart so cold it feel like winter time

Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Mhmmm

Theres a war outside no one is safe from
Had blood on my mind tell God to take him
Got heat on my side
Who wanna play now
Niggas tryna stall me
Can't stop me
Guess drillin' means killing miskeens
I guess to me
They don't understand
What do it mean

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Yeah
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