Dreamland

In my dreamland, I'd look out into the sky
Constellations are shining bright
Small purple hearts give my world light
In my dreamland, I would fly through the night
With all of my vices left behind
And nothin' on my mind

Yeah, but for now, all that is is a dream
I've been told the idea of freedom ain't what it seems, yeah
But I'm not after real freedom, I wanna be still sleepin'
And livin' in a perfect world where angels heal demons
Look, I want my future and more, aye
I want nostalgia galore, aye
I want that beautiful whore
I wanted to remain pure, aye
I want guts and gore, aye
But I don't wanna be sore, to be short
Well, I'm not really sure
Because I don't know what's on my mind
Midnight drive goin' 75
Feelin' alive but still on the side
Very tempted to just let go and ride
I sleep to escape 'cause I'm too sad to cry
And I'm pennin' this in, pray it do come to life
But I'm new to this side of my stupid crude mind
I don't know what I'll do but I'll do it in time
But I just wanna numb, I just wanna feel numb
I just wanna feel numb, I just wanna feel numb
I don't wanna feel numb, I don't wanna feel numb
(Boy are you dumb?)

In my dreamland, I'd look out into the sky
Constellations are shining bright
Small purple hearts give my world light
In my dreamland, I would fly through the night
With all of my vices left behind (yeah)
And nothin' on my mind

Look, everything that pushes me over the edge is what draws me in
And every single that I don't understand is just want
So I study and I study and I learn and I study and I work till my brains and my thoughts and my wits
Are in knots and whipped, and that probably is a problem, it's why my noggin's sick
And I'm sick! Sick of not being in the spotlight
Sick of feeling pressure from everybody that's got eyes
On me, and I'm sick of feeling worthless if I'm not writing
And I'm sick of forcing myself to go and jot lines
So I feel like I'm moving towards my goal
When what I'm really doing is the opposite of an improvement
'Cause i'm going back to harboring a tortured soul
When I had just crawled out of that sordid hole
I dug myself into, so what the hell do I do
I'm daydreaming just a balance out the nightmares
But somehow, I done found a way to gel the two
'Cause every dream that I dream always has a downside there
But it's a cool nice evening
The sun is down in the moonlight's gleamin'
There's new bright twinkling in the sky tonight
So I just sight and enjoy my Moonrise Kingdom, yeah

In my dreamland, I'd look out into the sky
Constellations are shining bright
Small purple hearts give my world light
In my dreamland, I would fly through the night
With all of my vices left behind
And nothin' on my mind