Not All Trap Doors

I should try trying
I should stop starting over
I try to talk but you don't listen
Never certain of my decisions

Godspeed my friend
I've lost control
Let's not pretend
I ever had ahold

Peel away the old paint
And wallpaper
Cracked, and browned
Sun stained and frayed
Patch the holes in drywall rotting
A room I can't confide in anymore

Godspeed my friend
I've lost control
Of everything
I'm not better off than I was before

I don't want to live here anymore
No more hiding behind closed doors
I want a place to call my own
A sweeter sweet than home sweet home
I'm not better off than
I was before
Believe me when I say
I'm not okay



Credits
Writer(s): Kasey Kothenbeutel
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