I Hate U, Don't Leave Me

I'm sorry, I'm obsessed, I have no self control, oh
I'm sorry, don't leave me, I cannot let you go, oh
I can't live without your love

Yeah, if only I had more self control
Or hid a little more than what I show, uh
You don't know, every little thing I keep below, uh
Goes to show, I'm out of my mind, don't know where this goes, uh
Scared you'll go, the moment I show what I got in my soul, uh
The moment we met I got obsessed, I needed you there and now
I'm fell to fast, I never got rest, I wish I could tell you how
The feelings I got, they're over the top, repeat in my head, they're loud
I split in a sec, don't wanna get hurt, so I'm gonna take the easy route
So fuck you, I'll try my best not to bug you
Even though this hurts I love you
I hate you, I hate you, I fuckin' blame you
For all the shit that you put me through
I know that it's me but I'll say it's you
But at least everything I said was true
I hate you, don't leave me
I pushed you away but you never even countered that
You were unfazed 'cause you're quick to accepting that
This was a game, don't you even try denying that
You wouldn't stay, but I'm gonna try to get you back, so I

I'm sorry, I'm obsessed, I have no self control, oh
I'm sorry, don't leave me, I cannot let you go, oh
I can't live without your love

Still, I say a lot of dumb things and I wish I could go and take it back
I can't really help the way I think my mind just gotta unpack
Don't say I never did warn you
'Cause I knew what I had before you
All I wanted was to be was honest so I trust that I could inform you
So I done told you I'm sick to the point where love does nothing but make me bleed
So when I get get stuck don't think it's a bluff, I'm trapped and never can leave
Impossible try's, I never knew why, I wish I could say it all was a lie
I'm gonna run dry from all of these nights I'm calling you up to just to beg and cry (why?)
Why am I the inadequate one?
Not a perfect man, not a perfect son
I'll never be able to say I've won when it comes to fighting in the name of love
'Cause I give a fuck about what you do
I'm scared you're gonna find someone new
Despite everything you and I been through
I still question if your love was true
But I guess I gotta accept that everything I love will rip me apart
I wish I didn't get close and idealize us when we're only at the start
You should know that I try, I try to hard
The one thing I don't have is a guard
But best believe that I have a heart
You best believe that I have a heart and I'm

I'm sorry, I'm obsessed, I have no self control, oh
I'm sorry, don't leave me, I cannot let you go, oh
I can't live without your love

Leave me alone but please don't leave
I can't make up my mind
I love you so much, I hate you please
Don't leave our love behind
Addicted to the pain I try
To keep you in my life
Don't care if I die as long as I
Have you by my side

I'm sorry, I'm obsessed, I have no self control, oh
I'm sorry, don't leave me, I cannot let you go, oh
I can't live without your love



Credits
Writer(s): Christopher Zmiewsky
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