To the Stars Again (feat. Raven Jenai & Ei8ht)

In deep depression while maintaining balance
I show you scars from the love that damaged
Broken flowers in my troubled garden
Don't feel much water I know this life ain't promised
Shattered stars Halos that fell off angels
Faithful can lead to fatal
When committed to evil doers
Losing my light I'm glooming
Struggle to keep producing
Feel like I'm not improving
Addicted to my own bullshit
The dealer became the user
I Pray God will guide my ways He knows my heart
Been traveling in the dark for sometime it's been awhile since I've smiled
At times my voice cracks from the pain I hide inside
Just need sometime alone please don't kill my vibe
I've survived the battles I been through
As I thrive with a strive there's passion in my moves
How could I be a light if it's darkness that I view
Many nights suicide would run across my mind
Shut it down better yet I speak love into my life
Granny proud through it all she had hope when I had doubt
Lately I sacrificed my vices I abstain
Be the light in the sky reaching to the stars again I'm

Still fighting don't let me fall
Driven to give my all
Heaven don't seem too far
I'm shooting to reach the stars

When Taylor passed I felt depression kick my ass
Was down bad holding tears trying to grasp
Attempts to function but reality I'm broken
I lost my friend it's been a while since we've spoken
I feel I'm boxed locked within my thoughts
Watch it's hard to squat
With the weight on my shoulders as it's weighing me down don't let me drown
Around the time I told shorty, girl I'll never leave
I'm at my worse this shit hurts communications misconceived
Six hard years but if I'm with you then I'm with you
I'm thinking about proposal but you tell this is over
At my worse still can't process that the homies really gone
And to top it off the one I loved the most would do me wrong
Voices in my head it's been hard for me to cope
I struggle to let go I been caught up in a choke
Taylor till we meet again forever you my bro
I know Houston got an angel I look up and see you Hope

Still fighting don't let me fall
Driven to give my all
Heaven don't seem too far
I'm shooting to reach the stars

Black man, black man
I know you're hurting
Thinking twice bout your life
Like you ain't worth it
As a young black queen
I must affirm you
Your price is bigger than the tag that the world gave you
They expect you take it all to the chest
Without feelings or emotions or no tears shed
They forget you still human gotta deal with them too
They forget your damaged mental you deserve healing too
Cuz to them you're stronger than 'em
Need a hero like you
But your cape is full of holes
No one's there to save you
So I'll I use my mind body and my spirit for you
To remind you that you're loved
I appreciate you
With our superhuman strength
We setting every bar
We gone reach for the stars
No matter where we are
We gone reach for the stars
No matter where we are
We gone reach for the stars
No matter where we are
We gone reach for the stars
No matter where we are



Credits
Writer(s): Raven Haynes
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