Overdose

I feel like I shouldn't say this
It's a lesson I'll never learn
Cut me loose make no commit
Cause I'll regret to beg to stay once more

And I feel the hazard
Lighting up the whole room
Feel it like a hammer
When I see things and assume the worst

If I want you you won't know
If I need you you won't see me again
I tend to run from the things I love
Cause I'm too scared they will go away

I tried
To send you away
This time
I could not run away

My senses got no cure
There's nothing I can do
Addicted to you
Overdose issue

This is one of those things
Wanted my tricks to be effective
But I would still miss you even if
Was only love on my paper sheets

I don't believe in goodbyes
I only live by denies
I just say them to justify
Why gravity holds me back every damn time

Thought this would make it better
Don't wanna feel this way forever
Never talk too much with manners
Never thought it would worth your effort

I try
To make a good story line in my head
This time
All you need to do is stay in your own way

My senses got no cure
There's nothing I can do
Addicted to you
Overdose issue

Past midnight hiding notes
In a hurricane rush
Illicit traps and the affairs untold
I had no choice but run
I had no faith in one

Scar my wound like a ghost
And broke me with a blush
Too much words to be ignored
Put your name in a song
Cause I got no other choice