Christmas tree

Christmas tree
Empty streets
It's 2am and
I can't sleep

Some new fears
Same old dreams
In my head is
Everything but peace

What if I'm not strong enough
To lift your bones when
You get old?

There's so many things
I need to learn
How to be an adult and still be your girl?
Who should I be
In four or five years?
I need to be able to pay the bills
Should I become
One of those girls
Behind a desk to
Make some money?

Christmas lights
Silent night
It's 2am and
I wanna cry
Growing up
Fucks my mind
When I was a kid
I knew everything

What if I'm not
Strong enough
To lift your bones when
You get old?

There's so many things
I need to learn
How to be an adult and still be your girl?
Who should I be
In four or five years?
I need to be able to pay the bills
Should I become
One of those girls
Behind a desk to
Make some money?

And I refuse to be what I do not want
I will follow my heart
'Cause I wanna be fearless in this life
But now I'm just feeling lost
There's so many things
I need to learn
How to be an adult and still be your girl?

Now I'm 23
And I am scared now
Scared to be lonely
Scared to get old
Should I become
One of those girls
Behind a desk to
Make some money?

There's so many things
I need to learn
How to be an adult and still be your girl?
Who should I be
In four or five years?
I need to be able to pay the bills
Say that you'll stay
The next million years
So maybe I could face
Whatever is next



Credits
Writer(s): Constanza Tapia
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