Many losses

Ya I lost so many inside my heart it be so dark
Please just let me go and replay this song from the start
How you tell me you love me but you didn't let it spark
It be so crazy in this world I don't know but i fell apart
Kids be dying in the streets so young it's hard to breathe
But I gotta stay focused I got family in need
(Ya)
My granny said you can make just stay in them books
I promise I'm going to make it I don't do no hooks

(Yeah)
There's a lot of people dealing with depression suicidal thoughts, they killing the mention
Dealing with pain with no affection
(Ya)
Sometimes I be thinking I'm ok but I'm super wrong
I'm making theses song to make sure people stay strong
I be cutted up sometime I really do it
I be having thoughts of dying but God got me through it
I be fake smiling all day
Fighting my battles my way
Put my heart in a box then threw it all away
It's a crazy life we living in
It's a crazy life we living in
The drugs money be killing it
I had to hit the streets to make a bag really whipping it
I used to call my dawg my crodie but he really going switched on me
But that's ok I try to think about the positivity
I lost to many ago
I lost to many on bro
I lost to many I froze
I lost to many you know
I'm just trying to get it back
I'm just trying to be on the map
Just watch me do all that
I'm just trying to live my life up on the road (ya)

I've gone for so long I've been so cold ya
Got me feeling lost like i really gotta phone ya
They weren't there for me when I was down bad and alone
(Ya)

Have you ever seen yo mother cry cuz really that be hurting me
I got left in the field ya started really controlling me
I lost my grandpa when I was young feel like it beating me
Don't need to see no jail cell or court date take my mind from me
Thinking bout my nephews so hard they be growing up
I'm just trying to teach them right from wrong cuz I be messing up
Went down a Wrong path but now I'm bring it up
They told me they love me but I'm throwing it up
This song for people that don't know how to express their feelings so they hide it inside
Its ok to cry out for help sometimes
You just gotta do what you gotta do you know what I'm saying
But god got you that's for sure just keep fighting
You got this



Credits
Writer(s): Jordan Parnell
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