Symphony of Self-Doubt

Yeah, yeah, yeah
If you know, you know
It's a mental health check in
Yeah, yeah, hey, hey
Wasted too much time with unnecessary mimicking
Trying to force and portray an image that just isn't me
Why was it so hard to be me, that's the mystery
Like I somehow confused identity and identically
Silly me, the way I put myself down so persistently
I put that pain so far away from what you could see visibly
Cause I would hate to ruin your day, so it's not worth mentioning
I love your company, but not to accompany my misery

But now I've made amends with my demons
Peaceful conversations with the voices always screaming
Resented every time you kicked me when I was defeated
But little did I know you were exactly what I needed
Yeah I've made amends with my demons
Peaceful conversations with the voices always screaming
All those nights I laid awake wishing you were deleted
And now I can't even bare the thought of you leaving

You are the reason
You are the reason
I am who I am now
This is my symphony of self-doubt
You are the reason
You are the reason
I am who I am now
This is my symphony of self-doubt



Credits
Writer(s): Jose Miguel Chavez
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