My Worstest

I'm bad at first impressions

I'm bad at first impressions
I'm sorry if I screwed it up
I really didn't mean to
I hope you're understanding
Don't judge our interaction
Based on who I was last night

It felt right to me in the moment we were in
Being unprepared, I had to go ruin it
Can we live in today and forget what I did

I get so boring when I see you
You think we're platonic can't you see through
What I present isn't who I am
How can I convince you that I'm different
Im not trying to fish for compliments
I just want you to know who I really am
I just wish that you'd understand

I wear clothes that I wouldn't
Your timings so imperfect
You see me at my worstest
I know that's not a word
Like I said you make me nervous
And I start speaking gibberish

It felt right to me in the moment we were in
Being unprepared, I had to go ruin it
Can we live in today and forget what I did

I get so boring when I see you
You think we're platonic can't you see through
What I present isn't who I am
How can I convince you that I'm different
Im not trying to fish for compliments
I just want you to know who I really am
I just wish that you'd understand

If you gave me a chance
To redeem
How I've been acting
Then maybe you'd see
That we're not so different
As I make it seem
But I'm just an addict
Chasing the feeling
Of what we could be

I want to be myself when I'm with you
I'd bend over backwards to change your view
What I present isn't who I am
I just wish that you'd understand



Credits
Writer(s): Chloe Wong
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