Nightmares

Hop out and pop show no remorse
I wasn't a teen when I got off that porch
Got me some money I need me some more
Jackin' and stealing been trapping and more

Not going to detail but this been my life
Been doing my wrongs been doing my crimes
Never got caught bitch I never did time
Got (a)nother reason I can't sleep at night

Out in da dark, out in the cold
No one believe me they gave me no hope
I scream fuck em all on my dick y'all gon choke
Been taking my chance been sellin dat dro

Finessing whoever I did what want
Getting locked up they pay me no bond
Calling my mom but she not gon respond
I'm taking my chance I know I do wrong

Walk up and down been serving whoever
Got on that bus I gotta do better
Ninety degrees I still wear my sweater
Hiding my stuff my weapon my cheddar

If they search me they gon find my shit
Runnin I'm runnin I'm skippin that bitch
I can't go to jail but I'm taking that risk
Still paranoid when I hop out the crib

Hop the crib I'm clutching my strap
He flex with gun but he won't even blast
Six bullets hit em he fell on his back
Walk over him with a menacing laugh

Got too many problems don't like being home
Got a big family I feel so alone
Keep getting calls but I stay in my zone
I'm chasing my dreams while I write on dis Phone

And you say, As long as I'm here, no one can hurt you
Don't wanna lie here, but you can learn to
If I could change the way that you see yourself
You wouldn't wonder why you hear
They don't deserve you

I get really angry can't really say why
Don't even sleep bitch I don't even cry
I think bout y'all my dawgs in the sky
My heart still hurting I don't even lie

Been through the worst I suffer in silence
Pop alcoholic I never had guidance
Dark soul they say that I'm violent
My sisters don't care bitch I be smiling

Don't forget that I'm still with tha shitz
Be at the top and I'm never gon slip
Say what you want but I'm never gon quit
Macking ya girl she said I'm the shit

I talk to her nice she said I'm amazing
She wanna link let's meet at the station
Pack me a Glock I'm not debating
See a opp and this Glicky be flaming

He tryna hide I got ya location
He on the ground his whole body shaking
Pack em up I told Satan to take him
I'm sorry miss nurse your losing this patient

You say that you love me you treated me bad
A horrible person I left in the past
Stay where you at bitch I don't want you back
Focused on money this trap and this rap

Bitch are you stupid? bitch are you dumb?
Don't ask for shit cuz I don't owe u nun
Paki you stupid you still owe me sum
I know where you at bitch I'm sliding for fun

Catch you outside you better not duck
Don't got my Julie I'm slicing your gut
You know ima demon and bitch you a mutt
You told me to chill but I don't give a fuck

And you say, As long as I'm here, no one can hurt you
Don't wanna lie here, but you can learn to
If I could change the way that you see yourself
You wouldn't wonder why you hear
They don't deserve you
I had a dream
I got everything I wanted
Not what you'd think
And if I'm bein' honest
It might've been a nightmare