Erased

I have chosen to erase myself
I have chosen to cover my tracks
There's nothing here to guide me back
Let the voices of the forest ring

Bring me the pictures
Show me the joys and all the pains
To remind myself of me
Save every moment
Write down the memories I've left
Until the rest of me is gone
Erased!
Erased!
Erased!
Erased!

Is this what I needed
Is this where I am
Is this what I ordered
Is this all a dream?
They told me I want this
They told me I'd grow
It's just getting stranger
It's just getting old
I must be somewhere else
I must have made a mistake
What is this?
Where did they go?

I call to anyone outside my head
I can't be the only one
I must be somewhere else
I must be somewhere else
They see through me
They see through me
They say
"Why are you here?
The night's outside honey!"
And am I you
And are you me
And is there nothing in between
Is it consciousness that keeps me
From the treasure that's within
And is it here
Or should I care
Or can't I find it anywhere?
Am I all the signs I should've seen
Or are they still out there?

Are these tears?
Are these tears?
Are they tears?
Are they tears?

Are they tears
Or are they fears
Are they tears
Or are they fears
Are they tears
Or are they fears
Are they tears
Or are they fears
It's just getting colder

You show your heart
It comes alive
You lay it down
You lay it down
It comes apart
You hear the sound
It lets you down
It lets you down