Mistakes

I sleep in late
I can't complain
Don't wanna quote Courtney it's a mundane Monday
What'll I do today
My fingers don't wanna press down
Don't wanna be one of those rocks that you see in the park
People pointing and saying it's not as good as the others
I repel you
And tell you
With love
That you've gone down that dark path and now you're really fucked up

My alter ego, the man in my head
He wears a bucket hat and he smokes cigarettes
But so do I so really what's the point
Which begs the question
Are all alter egos just a different name with same characteristics
Wait
What about Bono does that count
No wait what was I talking about
I repel you
And tell you
With love
That you've gone down that dark path and now you're really fucked up
I repel you
And tell you
With love
That you've gone down that dark path and now you're really fucked up
So please
Just give yourself a second
Breath in breath out
So we can focus on why we're here and what we need to talk about
I used to think that I'm a nice guy
But after spending a substantial amount of time in the sky I see why
This is killing me
Things just aren't what they seem
It's my responsibility to see to it that we are ok
Cause at the end of the day it's my name
And I'm the one who's just got so much stupid shit to say
Like how could we have allowed ourselves to be washed out with the tide
Man it's like we need to get high to get by, to survive
And to live out the monotony of our daily lives
The past seems great, I'm just saying
It's not like I'm complaining
And it's obviously fine that the two of you are dating
But it feels like we've tricked our minds and fell behind
We're adults now and that is why
I repel you
And tell you
With love
That you've gone down that dark path and now you're really fucked up
I repel you
And tell you
With love
That you've gone down that dark path and now you're really fucked up