blind to a curse

Making progress piece by piece
I curve objects like a jigsaw
But im missing a part, and its gonna increase
This puzzle weighs on me like a rickshaw
I've been hated by most, but touched by none
The fakes raise me up like im their kid and they've been raising a son
Say im a brother but i know that
I'd rather be respected than loved

Your ogs? they'll switch on you
Could be a switch in your back or they switch off your lights
But both of those end up in same result which you know are true
You could switch to their bad position
Or direction like a switch on a track
Do you know it too?
Have you thought it through?

You've never thought that way with a girl
'Cause you've been blind to this curse
Yeah they're pretty on the outside
They should eat makeup so they're pretty on the inside
Personas worse
Shes a bubble with a timer that is waiting to burst
She's had her fun with you and now she's gone and dispersed
Loyalty is not a word you should go and rehearse
Your time doesn't come back man i wish it reversed

Leave everyone behind hard work's an addiction it's like nicotine
I can't smoke to stop take the O and the E out of smoke
Read it backwards that's something that you never seen
But right now im living it fine
And it could of been worse but ive been given a sign
I'm opposite to failure thats the longest of lines
'Cause i chose the right path I'm a product of sine

You've never thought that way with a girl
'Cause you've been blind to this curse
Yeah they're pretty on the outside
They should eat makeup so they're pretty on the inside
Personas worse
Shes a bubble with a timer that is waiting to burst
She's had her fun with you and now she's gone and dispersed
Loyalty is not a word you should go and rehearse
Your time doesn't come back man i wish it reversed