Comatoast

I can't say that I'm okay
Everything around is blinding
But all I need to help this pain
Is you right here by my side
But I'm losing faith in us
And I'm left with insufficient trust

I know you're aware of the pain you caused
And that's enough for me
So there's no need to chastise you
Or rub it in your face
'Cause I'm already left with distaste
It's nothing I can't handle, but still you say
"Don't wait for me"
But I can't promise anything
'Cause I remember everything you were
My reason to leave bed
It's okay, It's not that bad
I smile every now and then
And yes of course the thought still hurts
It's something I can't forget
And everyone warned this outcome
I think hope is a weakness
To all of those chasing ghosts
Don't push them away, don't make them stay
The choice is theirs to come back or run away

To Those Chasing Ghosts
To Those Chasing Ghosts
Suffocating myself with sorrow that's hung well on my belt
Grasping for air with no intention of repair
And with my last bit of strength
I'll reach for your hand
Your grasp wasn't strong
But neither was I in the end

Like my favorite piece of candy
Your taste is on my mind
And I don't think even if I try
That you'll come back this time
'Cause I know you, you're stronger than I
I'd reach out but I know
It's not right