Midnight

Eleven PM and it's getting close to midnight
I'm deep up in my thoughts
Just tell myself to sit tight
Overwhelming visuals overwhelming
For my eyesight
Cause sometimes things just aren't always right
We aren't friends just cause
You're beefing on my enemy
To find trust I find hard
Ain't got the energy
Being an adult involved all responsibility
I know that I'm older cause I take accountability
Your own personal shit, that is not my issue
Might need to work on yourself maybe that's why people diss you
When you're alone in your room you let shit sink
I'm overthinking because now I have the space to think
My social meter runs out, at times it feels so draining
To be around all these people that just keep complaining
Pouring out their sorrows like they're at an endless bar
Word to Drake it's real
When you are who you think you are
No way out cause I'm already in it
What's the point if I ain't sounding different
Plenty people gotta grind different
Might as well a better sound system
There comes a time when you got to stop playing victim
But there's some things I just ain't used to though
I need a whole bed in the studio
Certain people it is goodbyes
That I'm kissing
Ain't no sleep imma work hard till I'm hissing
So I guess I got to make a living
I feel tired and I'm overworked
But you can't put nothing, over work
I hope you know when I do shows
It's gonna be curtains
I guess that's how I'll make my living
Im tryna be up in the scene
Yet I don't wanna be seen
Blowing up that would be grand
Yeah you hear me talking
But I don't think you understand
Hard to find motivation
But just do what you can
I'm running out of patience

And I
I can't even think
No more
And I
I can't even think
No more

I know I'm talented
Don't need another artist
There is a hierarchy but I ain't a classist
Tried hard enough so I'm sick of giving chances
What the hell you mean just give out some more passes?
It's way too late now, it's done for
Put it to bed
Much like when you get home
And you think of better things
You should have said
After the argument you clock on
And you feel the dread
You realize lot of people what you thought
Just like the rest
My past mistakes I will absolve them
I got my issue imma solve them
Yeah I hear you chitter chatting
Real words ain't been spoken
You feel different when you come from being broken
Yeah you got to keep working, you got to invest
Lord knows what I saved, how much money I spent
Anxiety is through the roof I don't wanna be stressed
You lot ain't even seen that I'm blessed
I tell 'em

I, I can't even think
No more
I, I can't even think, no more
I, I can't even think, no more
I, I can't even think, no more

Mmmmm
Hey
No oh no
I can't even think, no more