Next To You

God sent an angel
The boys want her taste
The girls her place
And I adore her
But her flame
Makes mine dim away

Smart, pretty and gifted
The purest soul
Who deserves it all
But it gets hard to share happiness
While feeling worthless

It's like I'm shadowbanned
The observer all along
Should not be me instead
But both of us burning strong

I don't wanna take away a single spark of your light
I just wish I would look better when I'm standing besides
Your perfection, oh, how do dare I to compare?
Next to you I flare out but so does anybody else
Darker, darker, darker, d-d-d-d-darker, darker, darker
Next to you I flare out but so does anybody else

Jealousy's overwhelming
Like spiders crawling fast
Round around my head
Then I end up hating
Myself
For resentful thoughts like that

Noone seems to care
They walk right through me
Like they don't see
I wanna be her
But I'm the prom queen
Of my pity party

It's like I'm shadowbanned
The observer all along
Should not be me instead
But both of us burning strong

I don't wanna take away a single spark of your light
I just wish I would look better when I'm standing besides
Your perfection, oh, how do dare I to compare?
Next to you I flare out but so does anybody else
Darker, darker, darker, d-d-d-d-darker, darker, darker
Next to you I flare out but so does anybody else

Attention seeking loser
And I know it's not really true but
I can't stop feeling how I feel
I'm a loser
A loser
I'm a loser
A loser
I, I

I don't wanna take away a single spark of your light
I just wish I would look better when I'm standing besides
Your perfection, oh, how do dare I to compare?
Next to you I flare out but so does anybody else
Next to you, next to you
Next to you I flare out but so does anybody else



Credits
Writer(s): Katharina Holste
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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