I'LL TELL YOU

I'll tell you what it ain't supposed to be
You remain the most to me
Even though we're long to cease to exist
Why is this

Yuh yuh
Baby I've been cooling like a fridge
Yeah how about you
By your looks you ain't with it
Have you ran into some trouble
Fallen deep into a puddle
Lead a life consisting doubles
Got them bursting out your bubbles
And I know its been a while
Ever since I last seen your smile
You be for the streets
While I'm walking down the aisle
Stab a hole in my heart
Like the ashes on my sweatshirt
From a cigarette

I'll tell you what it ain't supposed to be
You remain the most to me
Even though we're long to cease to exist
Why is this

You say the past is the past
But tend to bring it back
And keep it alive
For what
My heart is beating faster than ever before
Every heart skipped beat kills another of yours
It's like we're dying simultaneously
And I'm defiant because
You're the one that I won't leave
Face of an angel
Must've hurt when you landed
Straight from the heavens
That's deception for you
Left me with nothing but second guessing
Took my blessings
And I'm still retrieving them till this damn second
And I question what's my purpose
On this planet
I've been stressing
On what's not in my control
Everyday give it my all
I say fuck it we're gonna ball
Until I get money withdrawals
They say money don't buy happiness
But I might prove them wrong
They say I won't ever be shit
But I swear I'll prove them wrong