Internal Peace

I can be alone but it don't mean that I am lonely again
I don't have to smile to show my life is better than it has been
Has been
Has been
Yeah
I've been finding my peace inside
I've tried running from me but I can't hide
So I've gotta face myself
Was broken, had nothing left
To lose

I've been a loner
I've been antisocial
I've been trapped inside my mind
I just listen to the music
I let them speak my pain
I thought nobody could feel the same
But I'm not lonely
Gotta shake the darkness off me
'Cause I'm the main character of my story
I can't let this thing control me

I can be alone but it don't mean that I am lonely again
All I wanted was friend

Yeah
Was stuck inside my loneliness
Walls was steady closing in
I was trynna tell someone
Guess they didn't see the relevance
Could hear it on my playlist
All these songs was how I felt
I laughed in front of friends and fam
'Cause they didn't know these cards was dealt
I try to be the person that somebody can look up to
I don't wanna be the person with the cloud above my head no more
Can I smile one time without it being fake
Just closed up in my room but it feels like I'm by a lake
In the dark, in the cold, can't connect to my soul
I'm tired of being negative, I swear this getting old
If there is a God out there somewhere
Please give me a chance in this dark cruel world
I need light down here

I've been finding my peace inside
I've tried running from me but I can't hide
I've been on this journey but I'll survive
I'll survive
I'll survive
I'll survive
I can't think of where I'm going
I just gotta enjoy the ride

I can be alone but it don't mean that I am lonely again
I don't have to smile to show my life is better than it has been
All I wanted was a friend