Dear Mama

I remember that night, like it was Yesterday
I was crying on your shoulder as You held me, pull me close, but
I'm alright. It's what I say
When I need you to remember
What had happened last December

But I'm alright; I'll be just fine
I just need to hear you say that
You'll love me always...

Do you remember that late September?
Or was it in August of twenty-seventeen?
Do you remember, how I felt that summer? When the waves came
Crashing down and pulled me
Out to sea

I often think or reminisce at least
What would've happened
If I left that day
I often think, if I disappeared
Would it be better?
Would anybody care?

I remember that night cause it was
Yesterday
I felt my heart breaking in
My hands and I was shaking, but
I'm alright. It's what I say
To clear it off my shoulders as
I'm healing growing older

But I'm alright; I'll be just fine
I just need to be alone somewhere
Far where no one knows...

Do you remember that late September?
Or was it in August of twenty-seventeen?
Do you remember, how I felt that summer? When the waves came
Crashing down and pulled me
Out to sea

I often think or reminisce at least
What would've happened
If I left that day
I often think, if I disappeared
It wouldn't be better
Cause everybody cares

I remember that night like it was yesterday...