Lost What I Was Looking For

They tell me don't keep your eyes off the calendar page,
There you'll see your change
But with a new life comes new death a
And you just have to come to terms with it, and re-arrange

But as I cling to this moment and see reflections of youth,
Nostalgia feeds me desire
I look at past places to find a new love forsooth
And focused thin as a wire. And there I go again as I

Look at your picture and the memories then
I smile at your eyes as if I was ten
When will you belong to me? When will you belong to me?
But I think of the people that I've yet to meet
Can't wait for the day where my heart's not below my feet
The search will always endure, for I lost what I was looking for!

I'm writing letters preparing goodbyes to people that I
Still learn new things about
And as I read between the lines I find my heart is intertwined
With those whose wings are out

As they're ready to fly up with no direction of wind
Oh which way will they blow?
(change, can they go with the change?)
I wonder if they look to me for things they don't have
But they always know where to go.
Then so I sadly learn that this (the change)

Form of love comes with rent
My hearts out of shape and it's all bent
How much love have you lent? How much love have I spent?
I'm taught that my payment of mood is a crime
But let me remind you that love won't wait for time!
And My search will always endure, but I lost what I was looking for

Old faces and new ways
Of feeling love, feeling time, feeling goodbye
Then why should I ship my heart
Into a box
Sent to
Tomorrow? Why should I try?!

Well I found what I was looking for
(I'm feeling your picture and the memories than
When I found, when I found what I was looking for)
When I lost what I was looking for

(I'm feeling your picture and the memories than
When I found, when I found what I was looking for)
Well I found what I was looking for

When I found...