buying a sandwich

I'm unwanted, I'm uncool
I'm outdated, I'm old news
I'm medicated, I'm not fine
I'm in a fucked up race against time
I'm not funny, I'm not shit
A big fake and everybody knows it
There's not a crystal in the world that could heal my soul
That could make me whole again
But at least I buy it a sandwich
From an overpriced deli on the east side
At least I hide microdosing
So I feel like I'm floating into me time

My thoughts hate me, they get dark
I gotta stay away from anything sharp
I'm not kidding but I laugh
At myself just to help the time pass
My friends don't call anymore
I think we're all better off being bored
Than at a table with cheap wine
Our failed goals and receding hairlines
But at least I'm online shopping
For a candle to calm me that I don't really need
At least I hide microdosing
So I feel like I'm floating
I'm almost free



Credits
Writer(s): Garrett Nash, Alexandra Saad
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