Life of a Walrus

I use to dream bout the day I could buy a benz
Now I could buy 10

Look at life lifing
Look at faith faithing
I seen fireflies
It was breathtaking

These are the makings of a man
The givings and takings of a man
The fixin and the breakings of a man
The stillness and the shakings of a man

All of my lessons come in the woman form
Out of my lust there was a woman born
Out of my lust there was a woman hurt
Numbers couldn't quantify a woman's worth

Numbers couldn't quantify a woman's love
Them hoes don't feel like ya woman's hug

Spent my life dodgin accountability
Probably aiding her infertility
I had some problems with infidelity
I hid the shame with my ability

Damn near died the shit was killing me
Thought I was sick that shit was healing me

God know I suffer from all my gluttony
Aye, but he still fuck with me

He know I'ma grow to be a better man
It's easy not to fall when you never stand

Kinda easy to fail when you never plan
Probably can't cuz you tell yourself you never can

I'm so invested in what's around me
Playing in this water like it won't drown me

Aye, finally went to therapy
So I can feel worthy if you ever choose to marry me

If I couldn't walk, on yo back you would carry me
As I complain bout how life aint really fair to me

Look at the account I'm in Nebraska living merrily
Probably be the greatest when they bury me

I did the crime
I paid my price
You saved my life

I couldn't change
I paid the price
Can't save me twice

I'm just a man
Don't judge my plight
This shits my life

I did the crime
I paid my price
You saved my life