Loneliness

It's the loneliness (it gets into my mind)
It controls the ship (and it makes me fall behind)
To the coldest pit
And I don't even know how imma cope with it (yeah)
Yeah I'm stuck inside my mind, gone
Sitting in my room like, where the time gone?
Yeah my thoughts keep ticking like a time bomb
I don't even know how I can roll with this
I need explanation for my loneliness

There's a certain type of solitude with being lonely
I noticed, Father Time doesn't seem to haunt me
I'm focused
On the prize
Success is the quarterback and she sees I'm open, we lockin' eyes
I'm irritating like a sore throat, like eating burnt rolls
This type of breakfast don't serve toast
Your favorite artist doesn't come close
He's either clever or insane, homie I learned how to merge both
Clown-face like I'm photogenic
I live alone like a landlord who kicks out tenants
Let me pause, give me a minute
Understandably, you're mad
And I can see by the attitude given you lost respect (look)
Open wounds, it helps to heal it if you salt it
Dropping rat poison on you rodents
I'm killing all you vultures
Mormons know the meaning when I tell them let that soak in (soaking)
I'm the best-kept secret after Snowden

It's the loneliness (it gets into my mind)
It controls the ship (and it makes me fall behind)
To the coldest pit
And I don't even know how imma cope with it (yeah)
Yeah I'm stuck inside my mind, gone
Sitting in my room like, where the time gone?
Yeah my thoughts keep ticking like a time bomb
I don't even know how I can roll with this
I need explanation for my loneliness

Fall in love, I've always longed to try it
I was foolish to believe I had it all accounted
I got the power to control, but still, I need an outlet
God the Father is the reason for my power outtage
And I've been doing everything I can to get around him
And when I do, it's only done because God allowed it
That's how the cookie crumbles, that's how the apple falls
Until I came to my senses and told myself to "knock it off"
I may not want it but I need it, that's the hill I'll die on
Angels offered me a suit, I gave it a try on
Shards of glass in my back, I need an antiseptic
Loneliness is Lysol, loneliness is Windex
Loneliness is whisky, it's burns down the hatchet
A little goes a long long way, funny how that happens
Remember I recorded 'Bad Will Happen' that was tragic
It's like the future's turning ugly and less attractive
Al Capone is to Scareface, my little friend
I been invisible just like a ghost, I've been dead
I'm stripping all components like an owner who's obsessed
I'm the mechanic and my junkyard's a wicked mess
Science-fiction is to Stephen King
Selena Kyle is to Anne Hathaway & Bruce Wayne is me
And I been watching Michael Myers in The Halloween
He always one step ahead of what the audiences think

It's the loneliness (it gets into my mind)
It controls the ship (and it makes me fall behind)
To the coldest pit
And I don't even know how imma cope with it (yeah)
Yeah I'm stuck inside my mind, gone
Sitting in my room like, where the time gone?
Yeah my thoughts keep ticking like a time bomb
I don't even know how I can roll with this
I need explanation for my loneliness

My God is undefeated
He does as he pleases
Justified, he don't need a reason
If he says I need to be alone, I concede
It would foolish to fight against the winning team
It's not a punishment, nah it's the opposite
Call me a loner it's a compliment
I begin, where you end
20 foot barbed wire fence, bulletproof armor vest
I'm a stronger man with loneliness