I'm Not Krazy

I'm not krazy
Killa
I'm Under Shellz Spellz
Think it's time I put it all out on the line
Before I lose my mind
Shit ain't right, I'm left with feeling like
I lost my freedom
Pain and sadness strikes
Another day to fight
Long as I'm alive nothing's
Going to kill my reason
Praying for my sins
Satan's trying to win
He loses every time he sees me
Hanging with my demons
So many setbacks
I never let that
Come between the music and me
Nothing's intervening
So, where's my head?
Can't connect
Blew my brains and made a mess
Take a guess
Ain't correct
Walking backwards, taking steps
Moving forward, pushed aside
Give my all, I gave my best
Try converting, no one heard me
Say my peace or save my breath
I don't dwell when I fight myself
But it don't quite help
When it's everybody else
Time won't tell because I've tried that still
They make my life feel like a living hell
My whole family hates me
They don't give a shit about my health
And any love they might have once had
Been detached from them as well
Yeah
Only Shellz
Just my Mom
Nobody else can get along
And I'm tired of trying to make things right
With those who think I'm always wrong

Everybody fucking hates me
Pray to God that He can save me
Turn to music when I'm aintsy
I mean antsy, fuck I'm hasty
I'm not krazy
I'm not krazy
Everybody fucking hates me
Pray to God that He can save me
Turn to music when I'm angry
I'm so pissed off, shit is daily
I'm not krazy
I'm not krazy
I'm not krazy
I'm not krazy
I'm just mother fucking angry
I'm not krazy
I'm not krazy

Think it's time I bring the
Darkness to the light
Everything I hide
Why should I protect the ones
Who jeopardize my safety
Don't care if I cry
Broken down inside
They just hope I die and there's
No one there to save me
Questioning again
My significance
They don't get the kid
Naw they don't understand me
Don't comprehend me
I feel so empty
Why I got to be the fucking
Outcast of the family?
They going to reject, I'm over it
Mind under stress, my loaded clip
Try suicide, like no attempt
Please don't say hi
I'm low as shit
But I'm so content
Nope, not legit
I've passed even my own extent
My whole intent is don't get close
In hopes that no one notices
I just want to spread love
Smile through the brokenness
Trying to keep my head up
Swerving down this road again
Climbing out the hole I'm in
But I keep on slipping deeper
The pain is real
I'm trying to heal
It seems it getting steeper
To all the rest better off I'm dead
No line to hit the Reaper
Say it's fine
Change is mine
I pay no mind
Shit it's cheaper
Ah, ah

Everybody fucking hates me
Pray to God that He can save me
Turn to music when I'm aintsy
I mean antsy, fuck I'm hasty
I'm not krazy
I'm not krazy
Everybody fucking hates me
Pray to God that He can save me
Turn to music when I'm angry
I'm so pissed off, shit is daily
I'm not krazy
I'm not krazy
I'm not krazy
I'm not krazy
I'm just mother fucking angry
I'm not krazy
I'm not krazy
I been running too long
Krazy
And I've stood alone
Krazy, krazy
Never know who's wrong
Krazy, krazy
This house is not a home I'm not krazy
Everybody fucking hates me
Pray to God that He can save me
Turn to music when I'm aintsy
I mean antsy, fuck I'm hasty
I'm not krazy
I'm not krazy
Everybody fucking hates me
Pray to God that He can save me
Turn to music when I'm angry
I'm so pissed off, shit is daily
I'm not krazy
I'm not krazy
I'm not krazy
I'm not krazy
I'm just mother fucking angry
I'm not krazy
I'm not krazy
I'm not krazy, I'm not krazy
I'm not krazy, I'm not krazy
I'm not krazy, I'm not krazy
I'm Under Shellz Spellz
I'm not krazy
Killa