Real Shii 2

I lost it all
Lost in my head
I lost it all
Stuck in my bed

I been at it
Fiending for success like in the game an addict
Tried to cut it off but you still wreaking havoc
Lost in my ways feeling pain I'm dramatic
But I still managed
Picking myself up out of panic
I been feeling frantic
Suicidal thoughts and heavy damage
Lost a lot of friends along the way that's a habit
Flow like Atlantic
Now I'm feeling manic (hey)
And I fucked up
But at least I'm not ashamed to say "I fucked up"
Say I'm sorry but it doesn't luck up
You've been trapped in your fears, and it sucks huh?
Can't nobody see the pain if your eyes gone
And nobody sees the rain when the love drops
Don't nobody feel the pain when your heart stops
Crushed by a hope like when Ski released "Drop Top"

I lost it all
Lost in my head
I lost it all
Stuck in my bed

I lost it all
Stuck in my head
You told me "no"
Now I'll end up dead
Look
My momma told me lying can be dangerous
I look her in her eyes with hella anguish
She doesn't understand how her child got emotions and feelings that's beyond they understanding
Looked her in eyes everyday
Showing off my secrets ain't a secret that I'm gay
Ain't a fucking secret that I'm lying bout my lover's
Bout a mother who cant even say she love me everyday

Now I could your phone a hundred times
I bet nothing would change
You take love for granted
You get hurt
You give love with no damage
You get hurt

I lost it all
Lost in my head
I lost it all
Stuck in my bed

I lost it all
Lost in my head
I lost it all
Stuck in my bed

Oh
Lost in my mind
I lost it all
Just wasting time