(Hum)Antichrist

There's something wrong with me but I can't point out what it is
Blurring the eyes of all I know and see
I've only known

The feeling of dread and superficial fears
The life I've never wanted

With the tears I've shed, I could've made an ocean
But when my eyes bled, those tears burned in a swift motion
Draining the blood of my soul
Please just let me feel whole

If there's a god in this forsaken nightmare
I pray that i can just feel a shred of happiness
Because every night of this life
I feel like the personified antichrist

I'm blinded by the light that brought me into existence
How could I have known the aftermath
All I've ever wanted is to feel alive
the reaper comes for me

How am I supposed to feel when all I've known is nothingness
The nightmare of life coagulates
Internal damnation kills the soul in me
Please just set me free

Destructive imagery
The gravity of my sins
I never wanted to feel this way
I'm so tired of this prison



Credits
Writer(s): Caden Hopkins
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