Sister Calls

I feel like I'm just buying time
Enough to only make it by
So I can keep dream alive

I keep asking what I'm doing here
Running on this hamster wheel
I don't even know what's real

Dreading any questions about my life
Asking if I'm doing fine
My answer never changes I

Wish I had a better attitude
I can't seem to shift my mood
I only see the color blue

I'm fine
I'm fine
I'm fine
Don't ask me why
I lie
I don't want to lie to you

I don't want to be burden
Tell my parents that I don't have service
Give them just what's on the surface
Cuz I don't want to tell them that I'm hurting

I hate it
I hate it
When my sister calls me now
It kills me to know I let her down
Cuz I just want to make her proud
So proud

But I'm fine
I'm fine
Doing just fine
Don't ask me why
I lie
I do all time

Cuz I'm fine
I'm fine
I'm so fucking fine
Don't ask me why
I lie
I do all time



Credits
Writer(s): Nate Sander, Wesley Henry, Lydia Frutig
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