Ever Since

Popping them pills since I was a kid mhm

We going legit, popping them pills since I was kid
Hmm it is what it is
Pray that mama don't bury her son
Over here we showing love, yeah be we hugging our bros
Yeah we be deep in our bag, yeah be bringing up demons
Just to relinquish the facts, yeah we be messing up bad
We tend to live in our past, I fell in love with the Benny's
So me and the pills stay attached
Tell her I want to propose and she told me no
Back in my bag
That cemented the fact that the music is all that I have
She ain't even fight for me back, she ain't even fight for me back

Popping them pills since I was a kid
Hmm it is what it is
Took it right to the chin
I'm dusting it off and I get up again hmm
Was poppin them pills since I was a kid hmm
Been popping them pills since I was a Jit
Going legit hmm, going legit hmm, going legit
She tell me she fell out of love with the kid hmm
It is what it is
Been popping them pills ever since uh
Popping them pills since I was a kid
Hmm it is what it is
Took it right to the chin
I'm dusting it off and I get up again hmm

Back in Red Bank they reported my name to the Source
See the bags near my eyes as soon as I stepped
Through the door
Used to pull up and park and pop at least 4
Every winters a war so when it got cold
I ended up popping way more
Settling scores, I hit the glow up
Turned to the kid that the bitches adore no no

I been poppin them pills ever since
All that pain in my heart I was holding it in
Heart on my sleeve and I'm showing this shit
Towel wrapped around my throat
Thinking bout throwing it in
This as real as it gets
Thinking bout ending my life, nigga was all on the fence
How I got a soul with a hole in this shit
You know what it is
She tell me she fell out of love with the kid
My foot in the door got my hand in the mix
Through all of the pain and the trauma, still handling it
Back in the day, ain't none of y'all was ever a fan of the kid
All in my comments they tell me to quit
They all in my comments they tell me to quit no no

Popping them pills since I was a kid
Hmm it is what it is
Took it right to the chin
I'm dusting it off and I get up again hmm
Was poppin them pills since I was a kid hmm
Been popping them pills since I was a Jit
Going legit hmm, going legit hmm

I got dreams where I'm sliding in the V
Pop out with the mask on, hiding underneath
Popping three just when she leave
Popping more to feel the heat
Fuck you mean that this ain't me
Only speak on what I mean
It go love and then the music
But the Benny's in between
Shawty's who I want not what I need no no
Shawty's who I want not what I need no
It go love and then the music but the Benny's in between