Ventilation

Sometimes I think to myself
Who would I be if I wasn't myself
If I kept my dream on the shelf
Just got to believe in yourself
Like fuck all the fake shit
Fuck all the dollar signs
Fuck the internet
I do this shit for myself
Naw Never nobody else
I do this shit for myself
Maybe something will come of it
Maybe I'll blow
Maybe I'll achieve everything I ever wanted
But in the end, I don't give a damn this is my happiness yo
This is what keeps me going through tough times
It's like I have a therapist right inside of my mind
Pull up Fl studio and then I go
I Speak my pain
It keeps me sane
I gotta drain
What's in my brain
I know some of y'all can relate
Fuck anybody below that be spewing hate
Breakdown
Got so many alter egos don't know which one to choose
Which one do I use
"That's not your fucking choice, we don't just go and bow to you"
Hold up get the fuck out of my head
This the type of shit I meant
Different inspirations
Make different innovations
Experimentation is why music is my shit
Always change it up a bit
Who I am now is different then I'll be a year later
Just like a year back compared to now I think I'm greater
Greater than I was in every aspect of my life
Happiness and music
No more weight up on my shoulder
And let me give you a piece of my advice
Don't ever do some shit just for money
People fight for it
Kill for it
That paper rules us all
But take a step back
Before you go and lose it all
Only 21
Watched 5 years of my life flash by
I didn't realize
Barley saw my family
Just work work work
For some motherfucker who wasn't
Worth worth worth
And let me tell you money over happiness isn't
Worth worth worth
I changed my job
Lost that wage
But the shit I gained is worth that change
Happier than I ever was
Making music on the side hoping maybe one day
It will turn into something
I can do for the rest of my life
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Credits
Writer(s): Nicholas Maggi
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