Keep

I don't remember the conversation but i was laughing the whole time
When I had this realization I told myself that it was a lie
We slow danced in my room
I kept my eyes on you
Your dad was waiting in the car
You didn't want to leave but you had to

You make me the happiest but hurt me the most and

You can know all of my secrets
You can know all of my reasons
But there's one that i'll keep
And you can know all of my dark days
I'd spend my life with you if you felt the same
That's how much you mean to me

I trust you with my life but i don't trust you not to break my heart
I think of you and feel like i'm about to cry and
I really wish that was your fault
Held my hand in the backseat
You kept your eyes on me
I get now that you were leading me on
I thought we'd turn into something

And it hurts to stay but I'd never go

You can know all of my secrets
You can know all of my reasons
But there's one that i'll keep
And you can know all of my dark days
I'd spend my life with you if you felt the same
That's how much you mean to me

I know you love me but not the way I want you to
I hope you never hear this song, you'll know it's about
You make me the happiest but hurt me the most

And you can know all of my secrets
You can know all of my reasons
But there's one that I'll keep