Prisoner

I'm a prisoner
The cell is myself
Up in my head
Yeah, I've made hell
A representation of my decaying well
Being this fucked up can't be healthy for me
Haven't got enough sleep in two weeks
Haven't had nothing to eat cuz I look in the mirror
And all that I see
Is the shell of a person I used to be
It's rinse and repeat
Yeah, I'm a miserable, hardly lyrical
High and spiritual
Not dependable
Highly expendable
Filled with chemicals
Complex, broken individual
I've been screaming yet no one hears
Been depressed for several years
Becoming obsessed with all these tears
Time to put this shit in my rear view
It's a game
Am I gonna win or lose
I guess it's finally time
Yeah, I gotta pick and choose
Am I gonna die or am I gonna prove myself
Fore' I lose myself
Better untie the noose
Time to loosen up
Tighten up these loose ends
Tying up these boots and
Heading out the deep end
Demons start to creep in
Not before I'm speeding
Back the fuck up, man
I'm starting my scheming

This shit is like
A prison I can't break out of
I try over and over to
To no avail
Mental health nowadays isn't taken very seriously
We all suffer in our own ways
For me it's internally
I'm a prisoner



Credits
Writer(s): Destin Gonzales
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