goodbye

I think I'm losing it like right now
I can't keep my mind off you
I know that that's you when the lights out
Crazy to think that I idolized you
Hard to pipe down, you know I try to
But I feel stuck in time
I really fucking hate when I'm lied to
And now I feel numb inside
Told mom that I don't like life
Cried talking about suicide
Can't get over you, it's so overdue
I would overdose, but can't fall in line
Can't follow my father, how sad is that
Can't drown in the water, hang like a plaque
Screaming "I can't manage that"
No healing, but the fam in tact and I'll stand for that

Cuz we are broken
We were chosen
To take the thorns with the roses in this
Sour life
You can go get the fuck
Right out of my
Sour life
I never feel enough
I never feel enough

I was fucked up since the moment that I called on you
I still won't take meds to give my head a little bit of auto tune
Tell me what else I oughta do
These thoughts could really use a song or two
But I've been putting them all on mute
And I can't speak cuz my jaw's on loose
My life came all unglued and now I'm fucked up
I've been asking strangers to take my baggage
Is this the man that you raised in havoc
Five people living in a motherfucking package
Life has felt like July Sandy Hook traffic
I been in the bed with no sheets to lie on
Trigger on the hill that I thought I woulda died on
Maybe these bygones could've been bygones
I lingered on loose ends, but I guess the tie's gone
I guess my time's gone
Bleach on the brain got my eyes crossed
Wonder who I'd really rely on
Who's gonna leave the light on
I said who's gonna leave the light on for me

Cuz we are broken
We were chosen
To take the thorns with the roses in this
Sour life
You can go get the fuck
Right out of my
Sour life
I never feel enough
For these people in my
Sour life
You can go get the fuck
Right out of my
Sour life
I never feel enough
I never feel enough