Suburban Kid

Wait a minute
Everybody saying Jeffery, why the fuck are you starting from the beginning
I put a scar up on my face to represent the people who be taking it too far and be pushing me to the limit
Woah I'm finally winning
Bells are finally ringing
Nobody's fucking topping the music that I am bringing
Making my moments happen it's possible if I wing it
I'm hitting it out the park I'm demolishing every inning huh

I'm the suburban kid
Netting numbers more than Irving did
Ask them if they ever heard of DX, then you slap them if they never heard of him
Getting mad because I blocked your shine well then you should've went and let the curtains in
Run the town I'm tryna run the city, tryna cop myself a little urban crib

Ah!
They're taking too many shots at me
Don't know if I should lift my hands or pose for photography huh
I don't want it if it's not an anomaly
Told my ego take a seat because it's jumping inside of me
Said it's all coming out of me
I ain't talking pornography
Take a seat when you be rapping 'cause you standing up comedy
I be rapping for the people like a fucking democracy
I am sorry that I'm better, that's my formal apology
Huh

(Everytime I hear the voice of fear in my head)
(I can't leave this job because I'm not gonna find anything better)
(I'm scared of entering a new relationship because I don't wanna be hurt again)
(And even a minute ago before I walked out onto the stage)
(The voice repeating in my head)
(Everytime I hear that voice I take a deep breath)
(And tell myself it's never as scary as it looks)

Viola!
Why are they disappearing the message is getting clear and they following all I'm hearing is
Ba Ba!
I'm playing bitch I'm a baller the toddler is getting taller dismissing the people hollering talking bout
Blah Blah!
Nobody's understanding they asking me what I'm saying, I'm switching up on the language I'm telling em
Nada!
They telling me I ain't able, can never put on a label they ask me if it's a fable I'm answering
Ha ha!

I'm the suburban kid
Netting numbers more than Irving did
Ask them if they ever heard of DX, then you slap them if they never heard of him
Getting mad because I blocked your shine well then you should've went and let the curtains in
Run the town I'm tryna run the city, tryna cop myself a little urban crib