65 Milligrams

Oh no not again
Everything's getting blurry
Monsters in my head
Dancing to my own misery
Forcing up a smile
Just to keep my feet steady
Once the curtains close
I'll just let me get me

Everyone's changed
And I'm stuck playing in this losing game
Anxiety has become my new flame
And I want to burn it to the ground

Would it be alright if I let go of myself tonight?
Me, myself, and I
Turned left and lost our right mind
And now I
And now I'm praying for relief just like the desert prays for rain
Built up in my head or is it in my DNA
Oh I know I'd die just to feel alive

Oh no here we go
I can feel my throat closing
Now those monsters in my head
Are teaming up with my skeletons
Just want to be alone
But can't stand being lonely (No)
Tell me how it feels to live a life without worry (Yeah)

Nothing feels safe
My thoughts keep running in a losing race
Anxiety has become my new flame
I want to burn it to the ground

Would it be alright if I let go of myself tonight?
(Oh would it be alright, oh would it be alright)
Me, myself, and I
Turned left and lost our right mind
And now I
And now I'm praying for relief just like the desert prays for rain
Built up in my head or is it in my DNA
Oh I know I'd die just to feel alive

Oh would it be alright, oh would be it alright, oh would it be alright
(Let myself go tonight)
Oh would it be alright, oh would it be alright
Oh would it be (Hey)
Would it be alright
Me, myself, and I
Turned left and lost our right mind
And now I
And now I'm praying for relief just like the desert prays for rain
(Oh I'm praying for relief) Built up in my head
Or is it in my DNA (ooh)
(In my DNA, why do I feel this way) oh I know
I'd die just to feel alive
Oooo (just to feel alive)
Just to feel alive, I'd die just to feel alive
Just to feel alive, I'd die just to feel alive