Reach to the Stars

Yeah, You had me Reaching to the Stars for You
This song's for all that we could do
Now I'm trying to get back on my feet
Forgetting what it was we could've been
I never had anything to lose
I know You'd make up some excuse
Now I'm thinking that my Life Is Wild
I'm thinking I shouldn't even try
When I wake up, I treat it as a miracle
When I find inner peace, I hope it feels Spiritual
I just cut ties to You, babe You're a criminal
Don't try and talk to me, I'll keep it clinical
You can call me, but I'm Do Not Disturb
I'm feeling betrayed, like I'm kicked to the kerb
What was going on last night? That was absurd
Everybody knows now, tell me how have they heard?
I really think You were sent here to test me
Use His name in vain when I say that You stress me
Trying to keep it cool when You come confess to me
I just need the Lord, yeah, You know that he blessed me?
You try to play it off, You say "You can't blame me"
Well, yes I can because You just drove me crazy
You don't understand how it's been lately
You don't understand how it's been on the daily
Well now I'm back in the studio, yeah I'm back on my grind
And I've got some grievances to get off of my mind
I gotta take a moment to see the mountains that I've climbed
Let me burn bridges, I'm sick of turning eyes blind
Ooh, yeah, You know that I'm sick of it
Thrown under the bus, yeah thrown into The Thick of It
A lots of changes coming soon, You know that I'm bricking it
Where I'm going to be soon, I don't want to picture it
Yeah, You had me Reaching to the Stars for You
This song's for all that we could do
Now I'm trying to get back on my feet
Forgetting what it was we could've been
I never had anything to lose
I know You'd make up some excuse
Now I'm thinking that my Life Is Wild
I'm thinking I shouldn't even try
I can't ever leave the past behind
I want to go and Get Lost tonight
I think I'm gonna go lose my mind
I want us to lose ourselves tonight
I think the world's ending, but I've been ready for that
Doomsday prepping, like I've got a bunker out back
Ready for the fallout, ready for the attack
Now I'm hearing too much, that's a lot to unpack
Like go, go, go, don't You worry 'bout me
Don't You know, know, know, that You make me want to scream?
Take it slow, slow, slow, don't rush to the extremes
Can't go with the flow, flow, flow, I'm messing up the steam
You kept my spirit alive, yeah You made me thrive
But now every time I see You I start to decline
And I really need a message from the Divine
You were the best and the worst person for advice
Think I've been here before, this time I won't pretend
I was reaching now, but now I've reached The End
Is it The End of the line, is this the new trend?
I'ma leave it behind, watch me transcend
If I don't hear anything, I'd get super paranoid
If I say something now, would everybody get annoyed?
If I say the wrong thing, everything will get destroyed
If I wild out, it's me trying to fill the void
Yeah, You had me Reaching to the Stars for You
This song's for all that we could do
Now I'm trying to get back on my feet
Forgetting what it was we could've been
I never had anything to lose
I know You'd make up some excuse
Now I'm thinking that my Life Is Wild
I'm thinking I shouldn't even try
Why should I even try, I'll fly off tonight
I've been wasting all my time, I've been wasting all my life
I've been spending my free time, trying to, trying to make You mine
Do I still cross Your mind? If not then never mind
I shouldn't even try, I'll fly off tonight
I've been wasting all my time, I've been wasting all my life
I've been spending my free time, trying to, trying to make You mine
When deep down I knew the answer all this time
Yeah, You had me Reaching to the Stars for You, yeah
This song's for all that we could do, yeah
Now I'm trying to get back on my feet
Forgetting what it was You meant to me